A Broken Heart !
6th March 2005, this is my worst day of my life since the last 24yrs, i don't know if i shld be happy or sad?
Today i finally got an answer to a puzzle that had been bothering me for the past few years. I might not be able to handle the truth, but come back and think of it, it might still be some thing to be happy for cos at least my sufferings have ended after all these years. And most importantly, i found a truthful fren whom i can really rely on, and this person is no other than Shawn. Only recently i told him about the problems im facing, but after the whole truth was out today, and i really broke down, he's the ONLY 1 that helped me up ...
Actually today he is supposed to be celebrating his anniversary with his steady, but after i called him 8.30am this morning and told him wat had happened, he cancelled his appointment and meet up with me. He really did gave me some really good advices. And besides that, he offered to keep me company for the whole day ... thats where i found out that i had such a good fren to rely on.
Thank You Shawn |