26th December 2007 (Wednesday)
It has really been a long time since i last log on to this cob webbed site of mine..... Not much things have changed thou.... But at least i know no one will be viewing my entries any more.....

For these past few months, i have been thru quite a rough ride.... Feeling really down and at times im ecstatically happy. I wonder if it is due to work or could it have been something else? I really don't know the cause.....

It really bothers me, many a times im feeling so alone even thou im at work or around "Friends" or another word to put it acquaintances. I have realised that i have got no one to turn to in times of need and no one to share my sorrows and no shoulder to cry on when i needed one..... What can be worse is that i have got no one there to even to share my happiness.... That's how pathetic i am

But some how or rather, i know that i can make it thru myself... I know it cos it has been this way for the past 26yrs.... And it definately made me a stronger person