How long will this go on? Trying to tire myself out every day, keeping myself occupied whenever possible. Working till 8-9pm everyday, working on all the Saturdays and some times even pop in to work on Sundays. All because of what i'm also not sure.... I realised that the amount of stress a man can take while dealing with work vs emotions, is so much different. Maybe its because im emotionally weak? Or is it all humans are so vulnerable when it comes to dealing with their emotions?
Colleagues say that i have changed as i don't normally work so late and seems impossible for me to work OT on Saturdays. But these few months they have been seeing me working late, some times they will come to ask me to just go home and have a good rest, but i will just tell them just awhile longer. Today, they really think that i had over worked myself, few of them came over and forced me to leave, shutting down my PC. Didn't go home straight thou, took a bus to AMK, don't know why i go there. Shop around abit and had my dinner there. Deep inside me, i really felt .....
Purest Of Pain
I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you But I couldn't fight it I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it And so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you And maybe someone else is standing there beside you But there's something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me I feel like I'm dying I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies The courage that I need to live The air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty My day's are so cold and lonely And each night I taste The purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day That it didn't hurt me when you walked away But to tell you the truth I can't find my way And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying I have to see you it's all that I'm asking. Vida, give me back...
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